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My life has become soooo monotonous!!
All I ever do is work...
I've only seen Jeff twice in the past month, and never any time to "play"...
A few emails from Hawk, but haven't been out to the farm in ages...
R is beginning to think about looking at rental houses, though, I think thats a good thing... I think it would be good if he got out and lived his life his way for a change... Although, I don't know that I will be able to pay my bills (meaning utilities, insurance, groceries) without him here... I might have to (God forbid!) move back in with my mother... :-P I would hate that... but my little $180 a week isn't gonna cut it for long.... *sigh*

I am really getting that "Hawk" itch lately... Probably go out there sometime soon...

Wednesday R and I are taking the Son to the dentist... he is ADHD, and will have to be sedated... this dentist does it intraveniously... ever try to hold an incredibly strong needle-phobic 6 year old ADHD boy down so someone can put an IV in??? I am dreading Wednesday like you can't even imagine... They are going to have to sedaet me too, I think.... lol

The plumber is done with my back yard... it still looks like a parking lot, though... nothing but dirt, and not to level at that... one big pile of dirt left... will probably be using it all summer to level the yard and fill in sink holes, etc. STILL have not got to the garden... *sigh* Haven't got that bill yet... I dread opening that envelope...